Are you possibly free to lend your services? I have been experiencing several symptoms.
Oftentimes, I turn to cocaine as a source of emotional detachment and to increase my mental faculties.
However these past days, I only inject myself when I dwell on isolation.
I also smoke tobacco for the same effect.
Only now, I wish to take it with a more immediate end in my mind.
I used to acknowledge the number of steps it takes from the porch to the inside of my flat. It was 19.
Now I am willing enough to input how many steps it will take one to the topmost floor of the tallest building in London from my flat.
I predict you will inquire why I even dare consider such thoughts.
Perhaps you will be engrossed in my explanation, as you always were.
There is also the possibility you will not. You cannot find any joy with an unemotional machine such as myself, after all.
Well, you may have to rethink that, Doctor John H. Watson...
...as I believe I long for your company.